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lets see.. im 19, used to be bisexual but am now a self-proclaimed lesbian. been with my girlfriend since july 23rd, 2007. she is 26, my supervisor (fathers our big boss), and she is my world. her name is Anne/Annie. we have an american bulldog puppy born july 19, 08. he is also my world. i have an amazing best friend, her name is sydney. shes there for me no matter what and is the one person i know i can always turn to.

i am a dietary aide at a nursing home. i love the people (MOST coworkers, and the residents) but i hate my job. i have my license, no car. i am trying to move out on my own, but just cant seem to get out.

from june 08 to march 09 i went to Strayer University (their online campus) for Web Development. Had a 4.0 and got invited into, and joined, NSCS, which is the National Society for Collegiate Scholars, for having at least a 3.4 and being in the top 20% of your class. While attending Strayer, I searched non stop for something that had a bachelors degree program for web design AND development. Finally, I randomly decided to check Full Sail University in Winter Park/Orlanda, FL, where I wanted to go during my Sophomore year, who had started online classes in 2007. In the 08-09 School year they had just started doing my degree online, which included web design also, and they work at turbo speed and it takes 22 months to get your bachelors! Needless to say, I am now enrolled, and couldn't be happier.

What else? I have 2 half brothers and 3 half sisters. (One of the girls is from my mother, rest is father.) Technically, the youngest lives with my grandparents, mother and I. But I'm never home. She's 9, and I can't fucking stand her. 5 minutes with her and I want to push her down the stairs. 14 yr old sister, met her once, we don't like each other. Older one, is a yr older than me and she's another one of my best friends. Both brothers (17 and 19, 7 months youonger than me) I don't talk to much. The younger one I talk to on myspace. The other, once in a very very blue moon. My father, and his side in general, I met when I was 13. He's locked up. And I yearn to spend a day with him. =[ But going to visit him always brightens my day no matter how shitty is was b4 I got to him. =]

I'm shy, hyper, a talker, a drama queen, nice if i like you, but i can be a mega-bitch. i take after my mom, lol. i wish i cud still drink like i used to. i am a smoker (not tha green!), only started bcuz of work. and last but DEF not least, u cud say im a bit of a nympho. ;-)

I have PCOS which is the reason i have anxiety, depression, hyperinsulinemia, and am at high-risk for type 2 diabetes. I'm a hot mess. Work just stresses me out more and makes me worse, yet they won't even give me fulltime. So I'm stuck without insurance because no one will take me because of all my pre-exsisting conditions.I have too much to complain about, to much to talk about, and I love to type, I love to talk. SO I'm starting this in hopes that this will calm down my need to talk friends' ears off, or complain nonstop to people. Don't care if people read it or not. Sometimes it may be good to get feedback. But the reason I'm writing this is because i used to have one b4 and it rly helped me get my feelings out. writing is a therapy for me. at least im typing in a journal and not talking to myself!!! =]


Other than that, I really don't know what to say. =]

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